Category: Personal

Um… personal?

Postoperative Neuropathy

Postoperative Neuropathy – I has it.  There’s a large roving dead spot of no feeling in my lower leg since the surgery.  surrounding it, and radiating out, are patches of hypersensitivity.  Anything against these patches, even something as thin as a bed sheet, feels like rubbing sandpaper over a freshly skinned knee.  It makes wearing pants, and long johns (kind of a necessity here right now) annoying, and it makes sleep nearly impossible.

It seems to be the worst at night.  Right now I estimate I’m getting 2 hours or less of sleep at each go before waking up.  Sometimes it’s the knee waking me up, as I can easily irritate it changing positions in my sleep, but most often it’s this nerve pain.  Once awake it’s difficult to go back to sleep.  On a typical night I’m in bed by 9, but not asleep until midnight or later.  Then I’m waking up at least once around 2. If I’m able to fall back asleep I reawaken around 4.  Usually that’s it for me, and I just get up.  This morning, for the first time, I was able to fall back asleep around 4:30 and my alarm woke me at my usual 5:30 time.

I’m trying different methods to combat all this.  I’ve had chamomile tea and taken valerian and other supposedly sleep inducing herbs.  I’m loathe to take a prescription drug, as I’m finally off of the ridiculous number I was on post-op.  Last night I tried  a compression sock over the leg, thinking that maybe having something on it that isn’t moving around causing irritation might help.  It seemed to, at least a little, though this morning my foot hurts.  I may have to cut the toe out of one of the compression socks and see if that helps.

It’s all very frustrating, as it’s severely effecting my focus, attention and motivation during the day.  I’m not only constantly in varying levels of pain, I’m also always tired.

There’s no doubt that they cut through some nerves during the procedure.  They also moved some around – out of the way – during it.  There’s also still plenty of inflammation going on.  My hope is that this will all improve over time.

Giant Cell Tumor

It all began with an achy left knee. It ached for years, really. Then, summer before last, I took a healthy spill while mountain biking and hit it but good on some partially buried lava rocks. After that it really was never the same, and I assumed that I’d done some sort of ligament damage to it.

By November of 2017 it was troublesome enough to keep me from playing soccer with my son. Kicking the ball, especially on the inside of my foot, would set off an advanced ache that would last for days. It was at this point that my wife insisted I have it looked at. I told the ortho that I was sure I’d damaged some ligaments. An x-ray was performed. Much to my surprise my ligaments looked fine. What was concerning was a definite large lump of bone in the top of my tibia. The doctor said it could be a tumor. An MRI was performed. My wife said those damned doctors always go for the worst case scenario, so surely it wasn’t a tumor.

The following week the doctor was running late for my return appointment to discuss the MRI. Very late. Rather than reschedule me, they shuffled me into an examination room to wait in private. About a half hour later, when the doctor still hadn’t arrived and the nurses were continuing to check in on me and assure me I should wait, I knew it had to be a tumor. They wouldn’t keep me for anything they weren’t concerned about.

When the doc finally swept in the room I said, in my most Ahnuld accent, “It’s a toomah!” He didn’t crack a smile. Instead, he rolled the computer monitor my way and presented this:

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Add Bookmark – Google Bookmarks, um, bookmark

In Chrome, create a new bookmark. Name it what you like and set its URL to:

javascript:(function(){var a=window,b=document,c=encodeURIComponent,d=a.open("https://www.google.com/bookmarks/mark?op=edit&output=popup&bkmk="+c(b.location)+"&title="+c(b.title),"bkmk_popup","left="+((a.screenX||a.screenLeft)+10)+",top="+((a.screenY||a.screenTop)+10)+",height=510px,width=550px,resizable=1,alwaysRaised=1");a.setTimeout(function(){d.focus()},300)})();

Click it when you’re on a page you’d like to bookmark (and make sure you’re logged into the Googlez).

#AltGov Twitter accounts

Surely a growing list.

@RoguePOTUSStaff
@alt_fda
@AltNatParkSer
@altUSEPA
@RogueNASA
@AltUSFWSRefuge
@blm_alt
@Alt_NIH
@altNOAA
@AlternativeNWS
@AltForestServ
@AltNatParkSer
@altusda
@RogueED
@AltEEOB
@AltHomesteadMon
@AltDptEducation
@AltHHS
@Alt_DeptofED
@AltStateDpt
@alt_doj
@alt_labor
@rogue_ALA
@AltHomelandSec
@rogueFEMA
@alt_treasury
@Alt_FAA
@rogueUSedgov
@Alt_Interior
@AltFedCyberz
@AltSmithsonian
@alt_fec
@AltUSDeptHUD
@HUDFacts
@realUSDOE
@altFBI
@alt_NASA
@alt_CDC

OpenVPN Autologin

I wanted OpenVPN to autologin on one of my servers.  The issue here is two fold: UAC grabs the executable and demands confirmation, and the gui doesn’t retain credentials.  The solution to the latter does unfortunately require storing those credentials plaintext in a file, but if you’re not worried about that then read on. Continue reading

ZyXEL C1000Z Scheduled Reboot – Windows

So there’s nowhere in its OS to schedule a reboot of ZyXEL’s C1000Z router.  Thankfully you can use Telnet to do it.

First, enable Telnet.  Log into the router, then choose Advanced Setup > Remote Console.  Under Console State choose LAN Telnet Enabled.  Set your Telnet username and password and click Apply.

Now you’re ready to go.  Create a .vbs file and populate it with the below, changing the IP address, username and password to be applicable to your router.

Option explicit
Dim oShell
set oShell= Wscript.CreateObject("WScript.Shell")
oShell.Run "telnet"
WScript.Sleep 3000
oShell.Sendkeys "open 192.168.1.1~"
WScript.Sleep 3000
oShell.Sendkeys "admin~"
WScript.Sleep 3000
oShell.Sendkeys "password~"
WScript.Sleep 3000
oShell.Sendkeys "reboot~"
WScript.Sleep 3000
oShell.Sendkeys "~"
WScript.Sleep 3000
oShell.Sendkeys "quit~"
Wscript.Quit

Save this file.  You can double click it to test it.  After having confirmed it works, create a task pointed to it in Windows Task Scheduler.  Modern Windows OSes should natively run a vb script in scheduler.  If not, use CScript to launch the script:

C:\Windows\System32\CScript.exe //Nologo //B X:\PathToYourScript\YourScript.vbs

Acoustic guitar drying, cracking

I moved from a super humid place – Atlanta – to two super dry places – first Tempe, AZ and then Bend, OR.  The other day I pulled down my Martin, who is neglected over my Taylor parlor guitar, to practice slide and discovered that the back was splitting:

crack

After first getting over my freakout about my precious (read: expensive) guitar cracking, I did what I always do and took to the intertoobs for answers.  I found a luthier discussion board and read about how they’d try to fix cracks by hydrating the instrument by bagging it with a wet sponge.  This, hopefully, would close the crack and allow for a surgical glue repair.  Guitar, bagged.

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4 days later, this is the status of the crack:

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Excellent news.  I’m going to keep it bagged for another week or so to see if the crack will close altogether.  Then I’ll remove the strings and see if I can reach into the soundhole to apply a bit of superglue from the inside, so I’m not potentially marring the outer finish.